EPHASE 2

Tired. Major changes taking place in the writer's life hard not to include. Need to keep reminding myself they are not relevant to the work at hand. Feeling better after what seemed to me a sort of rededication yesterday.NOT SURE THAT YESTERDAY HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH TODAY'S ENTRY. WILL CHECK. I no doubt still will spend much time and many lines doubting the validity of what I am doing but I am hopeful that I will just regard those lines as additional text and keep at my job. ADDITIONAL TEXT? THE WHOLE BLOODY THING IS ADDITIONAL TEXT It's a bit like meditation where a thought interferes with your breath and you go, "oh, a tought." Ending blogg will take that posiion. Talking about ending blogg, however, is fair game as long as I can keep it interesting and the sentiment is sincere.AND TEDDYBEARS KISS STUFED FROGS. I was thinking two thoughts earlier: 1) Blogg is unlikely ever to see paper and 2) Blogg is unlikely to ever see financial remuneration. Were Blogg a conventional piece of prose these could both be seen as negative. In this world,AS OPPOSED TO THE ONE THE AUTHOR INHABITS however they are neutral, or even positive. The paperlessness, the brain to electron connection embellishes what style there is and probably speeds up the process of writing which makes the text take less time to make it from brain and heart to screen.YOU HAVE SAID THIS 400 TIMES. Not necessarily good, but more eficient. The lack of remuneration simply takes us back to a time when people wrote because they had something to say and if people wanted to read it, fine and if they didn't, fine. Small magazines and blogs seem to be reviving that option.WOW, THIS GUY IS REALLY KNOWLEDGEABLE ABOUT THE HISTORY OF PUBLISHING It must be mitigated, however, by the impossibility for the average citizen to find anything and the general short attention span that accompanies perusal even when one finds something interesting.A MEANINGLESS SENTENCE THAT STANDS OUT IN A MEANINGLESS PARAGRAPH BY VIRTUE OF ITS MEANINGLESSNESS-- NOT AN EASY FEAT. Blogg solves the short attention span problem by focusing its attention relentlessly on one thing, the thing that it is. For better, for worse, blogg is blogg and will relentlessly and tirelessly keep explaining that to anyone who wanders on its turf.WARNING; VISITORS WILL BE SHOT IN THE BRAIN. The writer is feeling as if he has cut through the initial waves which threatened to drown him in doubt and is standing on his board now, surveying calm seas. THE WRITER IS HALLUCINATING. The issues in his personal life will pass. Fuck, everything will pass.HE'S A PHILOSOPHER TOO. For today calm and gentle are the words.
SHIT, I WAS HOPING THEY WOULD BE ELBOW AND TYRANASAURUS.